And, after being so depressed the very day it started, I didn't notice the slight change in the sun's light, the sweet aroma of  guava and other delicious citrics and the warm, yet cold colours that dye every tree's leaves >w< Crash, crash, crash!! *tramples on fallen leaves*

Oh, my Gawd!! >O< I just absolutely love autumn! It's such a nice feeling. I don't know. It feels like home's warmth's even comfier *curls up as a kitty* I feel fabulous!! *word of the last two months* XD

Por favor no tomes secretamente mi anhelo entre tus brazos. Estoy bien así como estoy.

From Aoi Hitomi XD
By: Sakamoto Maaya

Nice weeks the last ones XD I mean it. I love being at the Mediateca and I also love being with my classmates and friends. I miss my nee-chan but, let's hope, I'll be seeing her next Saturday. And it was my Theories teacher birthday last week, Independence Day (which means: two days off...Yay!), I went to ice skate with Ahiru, Ki-chan and Ahiru's boyfriend (and I fell, after about...7 years of 'no-falls' XD) and I pushed away my Genres teacher X////D *shots herself* Man...brave girl you are, Lara XD

Although there are some bad news D:

It seems like Ricardo, a friend of mine's, got swine flu symptoms. That ain't nice u.u Let's hope it ain't anything bad. Get well soon, mate!

Un. So. It's only two more days, innit? Man, if this goes on that way, there won't be any discount at the cafe XD Next Saturday I'll be going to a Maid Cafe to celebrate.  I can't go right on Tuesday. Maybe Wednesday, but...Wednesday's my 'half-week-Sunday' XD Although I've got exams coming and stuff like that, I think I'll have a nice time there ^^ And I think that'll only be possible if all my friends go with me. It would be nice u.u Un.

It's been a week and a half since I came back to school. My second year at the Uni. It wasn't that bad. I'm taking classes with most of the teachers I wanted. Problem is my sweet Lore is with me only in two of 'em T^T Well, let's hope at least they would be three T_T

I also managed to have my Geopolitic and W/S teachers from last semester *-* I'm so happy! >w< But now my Geopolitic teacher will be teaching me about Communicational Theories and the W/S one will be teaching Periodistic Genres.

...

*sigh* He's such a nice lad u.u XD Hahaha! I just love him! He keeps making me laugh at every class just as the Geopolit--- ehem, sorry. Just as the Theories one XD Those are the classes I enjoy the most since both are awesome funny teachers. They don't make class dull and boring. And I just absolutely love that ^^ I always end up with a smile on my face and thinking on how much I love both men so much XD I love people that make me laugh XD

Myan, stupid sensei ¬¬ He just keeps saying aloud stuff that make me...>/////< Food... I expect I can understand myself afterwards XD

DAMN! >w< But he's still nice XD And Theories as well XD

And Ricardo's suspecting something about me liking that guy ¬¬ All was Jazmín's fault!! >w< No fair ¬¬ Now he won't leave me alone with that ¬¬ Grrr! ÒwÓ

Who loves anime marathons at Betteh's? Who does? Who does?
 

ME DOES~~!!

It was our last chance of having it these summer vacations, since this week is full of tramits and school stuff and, next, we return to school (Mou, yamete kure! I'm not ready yet! TOT). And it was a bit different since her female cousins were with us. I had the pleasure to meet them before. Just once. So, it sort of surprised me when Beteeh told me they wanted to come to her house to talk to me.  

And they did come. It was pretty amusing and I was delighted indeed. But it was also a bit embarrassing. Why? Hehe... Let's say I felt like a celebrity and also like a nerdy queen for a while ^///^; OTL||| They were staring at me and freaked me out a bit. And when I called one of them by the name my Beteeh calls her like...she stared at me, wide eyed and her hands placed on her mouth. Then she squealed:

"You called me Lalis!! You did!! Hear, Mon? She called me Lalis!!" she was referring to her sister, who was as excited as the other one and I was like: "Did I say something wrong? ^^;" And then, they told me it was something nice of me to call her that way... Dunno why... Her eyes were twinkling for some reason. I felt like a celebrity ^^;

 And then, I dunno how or when, I started talking about hiragana, katakana, kanji and stuff...and then we started with mexican history (I didn't know I learned that much this semester at school ^^;; But I did know I learned lots from my 2nd year at high school) and they all (including Beteeh's brother, coz he had just gotten there after being at a party) were staring at me like: O_O

I was so embarrassed >x< Jeez! >w<

I really enjoy going to Beteeh's. Kinda makes me feel comfortable. And her family's always pretty nice and sweet with me. And so is she. And, the most importan thing of all:

I'm not alone when I want to fangirl about something! ^^

*sigh* I love my Beteeh nee-chan... I really do. She's amazing, indeed u.u And I also like her cousins ^^ They're nice ^^

Nee-chan also asked me about my b-day. Dunno why. She just said: "Oh, right! Your birthday's in a month and so, innit?"  And I was like: "Yeah, something like that... But, no big deal ^^"  

What can I say? Yesterday was kinda a long but short day XD It was long coz I spent most of it waiting. And it was short because I didn't do much, so...^^;

 

 

 

I even dreamt of RaYu... How sick can I be? XD

Well, at least it had nothing to do with a lemon, like last year X////X

I managed to post my fic, so, I'm proud of myself.
 

HAPPY RAYU DAY, RAYU FANS EVERYWHERE!!!

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And, so...they met XD

Thanks for this year, Ly-chan u.u You really dunno how much I appreciate you being my friend u.u ^^

Think you'll see it once you get your present ^^;

I hope it is soon u.u

The title has nothing to do with the entry XD Only... I've been paying to much attention to certain music XD

But that ain't what I want to talk about here.

Yesterday I went to an exposition with the Harry Potter fan club I usually go to.  They put some of the clothes the actors used for the last movie and stuff. We even were on TV... Although I don't think they took me XD They also let some people play Harry Potter's game for the Wii... It was fun. Wizard dueling XD And you could use Luna!!!! >w< (for those who doesn't know, Luna's my fav kyara...) I saw her clothes and I WAS ABOUT TO STEAL HER WAND!!! >w<  I swear I was!!

After that, we went to the park were they hold the meetings and had a contest to see who won an entry to mexican premiere of the movie. It consisted on a questionaire of 35 questions (25 about the 6th book and 10 about the club itself). I wrote all the ones I knew...and the ones I didn't... Let's say I guessed some OTL It's been three years since I last read that 6th Harry Potter book (coz I didn't really liked it u.u I just liked Luna's and Voldy's parts *-* ) so, I didn't think I could win. I just did it because someone told me to ¬¬ XD (Te amo, vida mía XD)

Today, my Carlos called me at noon (I was still asleep OTL||| So lazy =O=) and told me I had won. I was like: O_O OAO 

Myan... and I still can't believe it. Although I saw it at the club's page ^^;

Hahaha!! I want to write a HarryxLuna so bad u.u A what-if... coz we know he ends up with Ginny Weasley ¬¬

It was a nice day yesterday and today ^^ It would be nice if all were this way u.u

And I'm still happy because of the drabble I posted u.u

Anyways, think that's all ^^

Love ya~

>Lara-boo

Sneaky Katrina Antha Gabrielle Meredith Deborah Modesty Halliwell Mayfair Hawk XD ^^ (that was me, sorry XD)

For Kuro 666~ Hope you like it ^^;

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“It’ll be quick. I just want to check it out…”

 “No…”

 “Oh, come on… Can’t you see it is pretty deep? It can be worse if you don’t clean it or something!”

 “No…”

 “But…” he turned around and stared right into his only emerald orb. That was enough to make him shut up.

 And, still, he didn’t want to leave a single gap there for him to do what he did best: turning his own words upside down to his convenience.

 “I said no. I don’t want you to check it out. I’ll be fine. Tomorrow it’ll be…” but he couldn’t finish his phrase. He leaned in because it still hurt. It was such a difficult battle. Why was his partner so insensitive? All he was asking for was a bit of privacy, of loneliness...

 “Yuu…” he was about to get near him, but Kanda stopped him with a gesture of his hand.

 “Don’t… I’m fine, you idiot. I don’t want…your pity…” his voice came back to normal. He didn’t want him to worry about his health. Rabi had to understand he, Kanda, was able to manage his own pain and his own wounds. He had never depended on anyone and he wasn’t starting now.

 “But…it’s taking longer now…” said Rabi suddenly. Kanda frowned.

 “So what?” he asked as though he didn’t see where the problem was.

 “It had never taken so long to heal…” and, as he knew he hated that of him, he added quickly so he had no time to avoid him saying that “I’m worried about you…”

 “You know you shouldn’t…” he answered as soon as he heard that phrase coming out of Rabi’s lips. He saw that coming. “Now, please, leave. It’ll be better tomorrow…”

 “But Yuu…” Rabi insisted, but Kanda cut through him.

 “I said leave! I won’t repeat it again, so…please…” he showed him the way to the door with his index finger, but, as he did that, he got dizzy and fell onto the chair that was behind him; a pained expression appeared on his face. The red-head didn’t care about the other’s words. He ran to his lover and crouched in front of him with his worried expression still fixed on its place.

 “Yuu!” Kanda gave up. He was so tired and hurt to keep menacing him to make him leave. “You idiot! How dare you telling me to leave when you’re like this?” that made Kanda try to look up. Rabi had never talked to him that way. He always tried to smile to him or to look careless and smiley… Now, however…

 And yet, as shocked as he was with this reaction, he answered:

 “I’m not asking you to worry for me, stupid…”

 “It isn’t a matter of asking me to do it or not, Bakanda…” it was the first time Rabi ever called him the nickname Moyashi gave to him. His eyes widened because of that. The green-eyed boy seemed to be really tense and pretty annoyed. At least, he must've been if he was using those words with him. “It’s only that I worry for you… And don’t give me that shit of ‘I-don’t-need-you-to-do-it’ because I won’t take it. I’ll keep on doing that till my heart doesn’t care for you anymore…”

Kanda simply smirked at that and raised an eyebrow.

 “I thought Bookmen were supposed to have no heart…” Rabi said nothing and just stared into those icy orbs. His breathing became a bit uneasy; he was wearing a deep frown… Something was coming…

 And then, he kissed the Japanese exorcist’s lips. That took Kanda out of guard and by the time his brain processed the information, Rabi had already left his lips alone.

 “It appeared and started beating only because of you. And you already know that, so, don’t use that on me, would you?”  he kissed him yet again, holding his face tenderly between his hands. The kiss was warm. Warmer than any he had ever given him. It was soft, tender, sweet… He forgot about the pain…he even forgot he was supposed to fight against it…

 He just went on with it. If it helped him to forget pain, then it must’ve been good. Although he had always had that philosophy of bearing his pain alone…

 The thing was he knew that baka usagi would never let him do that again… He was so stubborn and he was also so keen in wanting him to chare his pain…

 He should’ve known that from the very first moment they started this. He would never, ever leave him on his own again. And he had just realized about that with that sudden kiss…

 How dense could he have been?

They finally parted for air. Rabi laid his forehead onto the other teen’s one. His eye closed, probably trying to record that moment in his “Life Book”. He stroked Yuu’s cheek and outlined his lips with his left hand’s thumb. Then, he placed his lips on his dearest’s forehead and stared directly in his eyes again.

“Don’t you ever again dare doubting my love like that, please…” he pleaded, whispering.

“Your work gives me reasons to doubt…” answered Kanda, whispering too.

 “But it’s me now.” He emphasized the me and went on “You know you own my real self as well, not only Rabi. And I love you, as both of them…”

 Kanda let out a little ironic laugh.

 “Don’t talk rubbish…”

 “It ain’t rubbish. It’s the truth… This heart will always belong to you, no matter what, or where…” he took his hand into his and kissed its back. Rabi placed it on his cheek (it was so cold) and closed his eye yet again. “So, I’ll always worry about you. I don’t care if you don’t want me to. You can’t give orders to other people’s hearts… And prove of that is you couldn’t forbid mine to love you this much…”

 “Did you learn that somewhere?” Rabi nodded.

 “With Yuu…” he only answered. Kanda nodded as well, just to answer somehow.

 They fell silent for awhile. Their breathings were calmed; Rabi’s head was on Kanda’s lap; one’s right hand linked with the other’s left; both with eyes closed.  Slowly, Rabi raised his left hand and placed it onto Yuu’s wound. He caressed it lightly, trying not to hurt him any more. It was more like a massage, intending to make him feel better. The rhythmic strokes lulled the dark haired exorcist to sleep. Little by little, he just let himself go. Rabi could tell he was already asleep when his grip on his hand loosened. The green eyed teen stopped doing that. He moved away, being careful enough so he wouldn’t wake Yuu up.

 Rabi took Kanda in his arms and laid him down on his bedroom’s bed. Then, he tucked him up with the bed’s blankets and admired his work after that. Who would’ve thought that angel faced person was one of the strongest exorcists in the whole Black Order? And who would’ve thought he had such an awful past and an uncertain future in front of him, seeing now how peacefully he was sleeping?  

He got near him and kissed him on the head.

 “I love Yuu…” he said, truthfully. As truthful as he could…with all (he thought) his might. Rabi walked to the door and before he left, he thought he heard something like a reply coming from Yuu’s numb lips…

It must’ve been his imagination.

~LaraBlackEarl~
 

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You'll wonder, why is it for Kuro? And why the hell are you posting this here if you can do it at FF or DA? Well, I might post it for DA, but I don't think I will for FF. Dunno. Don't feel it would suit there and it is kinda...hmmm...fluffy and mushy and stuff XD So embarassed >////<

Now, as for the first question... I know this must seem kinda sick or obsessive (I've got a good memory) XD But...today, July 2nd, two years ago, I wrote my first review for my sweet Kuro at FF >///< And I wanted to celebrate it...again... As last  year. I still owe another fic OTL Your b-dae's... But dunno when I'll have it done =_= Now, this is just a simple drabble. Nothing really special or too detailed. Actually, it is pretty light XD (don't think I didn't want to write it or that I'm lazy... Just wrote the first thing that came to my mind: a conversation after a mission where Kanda-chi resulted wounded u.u One of my DGM fears, actually ^^; :His lotus not working as good as it used to u.u *shivers* >w< Kinda angsty maybe... And maybe both were a bit OOC... But I liked it. I liked how Rabi came out XD Scolding Yuu-chan... Hahaha! XD And so prince like >////<  And kissing! >w< Long since I last wrote kissing, so, I'm sorry u.u XD Nyaaaah~! >O< Anyways, I hope you like it u.u Fluffy, and cuddly, and mushy to top and so sweet that it might bore yew... Just as myself (or so you both say, minna ¬¬ XD)

Wanna review me here? Or maybe at DA? You can do it there too! ^^ XD

One last thing:

Kuro-chan: Thanks for two years of friendship. We haven't been able to talk that much, but I know you're still there for me just as you must know I'm here for you always as well. You were one of my first close friends at the net and I'm so glad because of that. You know I love you lots, lots and lots and you're always in my thoughts, as all my other greatest friends! Lots of love again and I hope you like this, that you don't think it is way too mushy (OTL) and that we can meet at msn soon ^^; I miss you so much! I really do! TOT

Love ya,

Lara~

Now it is all! ^^ I might post something later about my July 1st XD I had a very nice day ^^

Love~

>Lara~

PS: Can you think of a title for this drabble? Coz I can't... I suck at titles OTL It would be nice if you could ^^ XD Michael Jackson inspires me for fics *-* XD

 

 

 

 

As beautiful as the most beautiful woman ever…

As strong as the strongest man on earth…

As cold as the coldest mountain’s top in the world, and yet…

As fragile as the finest glass you can find.

You are a Chibi Seme!

You are the seme in disguise. Able to fit in and get along with uke and seme alike, you are able to get close to the uke on their level before exerting your dominance. This makes you at times manipulative and able to fool others about your true seme nature. Because of your harmless appearance, it takes the flamboyantly gay Flaming Uke to match wits and really bring out your aggressive side to expose you for the seme that you are.

Most compatible with: Flaming Uke, Badass Uke

Least compatible with: Dramatic Uke

What seme or uke are you? Take the experience at SemeUke.com, or find merchandise here.